Oct 01, 2004 23:50
Ok I have just realised, I seriously need to snap out of this state I'm in. Yes there are problems, but thats life. I'm just depressing myself for no reason. I want to go back to being myself instead of walking around like some sort of lost cause.
So I'm going back to my usual self (well..eh more like "unusual self" really!) you know that girl you all used to know that was never not laughing? Yeah, her, the one I really am, I'm going back to that because this is just getting too depressing. I have been officially snapped out of it, hopefully I won't be snapped back in though!
God today I was so not looking forward to the Lourdes assembly but by the end of it I was actually nearly moved to tears. I have seen that assembly done 6 times now and never has it got me thinking like that did.
So anyway, thats all, I'm back to myself, I know niamh thought I was mental for caring about such little things but thats just me, take me or leave me!?