Not really knowing what....

[dawns_twilight]

I didn't say a word to anyone at work today. I don't really know why. I had this urge to cry but just was quite. I stood there and looked sright ahead wondering if any one would notice. I know Trisha did. She tried to get me to laugh. It didn't work. I just turned my head and went on with my job acting like no one was there.

I took the order, gave

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[pinkjade]

Chica! Calm down. Breathe. In and out. Good girl. Now listen to me. Just because you move to Orgeon, have a mini-amanda and get hitched doesn't suddenly mean we arent going to be a part of each others lives. a)we'll talk all the time, b) one word: internet and c) of course I'll come and visit you!!! You're my sister chica! It'd take something alot more than a state or two to keep me away from you. Fuck, you'd have to do better than an ocean for that bloody matter....(and yes that is a mild threat. you're stuck with me. forever. ha!)

We've already talked about the whole point-of-view-of-yourself thing so I'm not going to get into that here except to say that if you really think I've got even a small handle of control over my shit then you havent been paying very much attention lately. Also, trust me on this, kids who end up depending on me as a role model? Don't usually turn out very good. Parents end up blaming me for the rebellious disbehavior ect ect ect. Like Robert does. Hmm, I wonder why? Let us ponder....hehehe. Anyways....

I LOVE YOU!

d'uh.

*glomps*

Hey dick wad gues what??

[dawns_twilight]

I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!!!

*glompies*