nobody should have to feel this. all this hate clouded by love. why cant i just feel hate? I believe i have every right to ( Read more... )

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my last night in this house is tonight. holy shiite i am exhausted, been up since 4 am and here it is 11:30 pm, packing up...tomorrow it all begins ( Read more... )

I am fucking exhausted. which is good, because i have to get up at 4 in the morning every week day from now on! woooooooh hurray for jobs.

and also, for those of you who do not know, kendra and i found an apartment, probably moving in a couple weeks, its awesome. trust me.

aaanyyywaaayyysss...

GOODNIGHT!!1`

I have a job now. w00000

I am so sick of how i feel, about everything. i want to get out of this shell i have created and start over. I want to leave everything behind and start a new beginning, some place different, preferably far away. I wish it were possible for me to erase memories/certain fears/anxieties. true, humans would be fucking boring if we all could, but id ( Read more... )

october will be over in 2 hours. fuck yes.

Possibly the worst october EVER.

What. The. Fuck. Is. My. Problem

*punch**punch**punch**selfinface**punch**punch**punch*

kill self.

if not that, heres something i want my friends to do for me, next october, make sure, i stay inside/sleep for the whole fucking month. I mean HOLY FUCK I HATE OCTOBER.

If you think you can continue to treat me like i am 14, you're fucking wrong, before you know it, I'll be gone, dont expect to hear from me.

BITCH.

Damn, just as things were starting to look up. sort of.

Im just going to try and pretend it didnt happen...

just another thing to have bothering me all through the season.

I fucking hate autumn