This day has been phenomenally shitty. I would love the rain to stop, and my work to be magically completed. I just wrote my professors emails pleading for help... we'll see how that goes. I just can't think anymore... I really can't.

Ya know, I volunteered to host a meeting for a club I'm in at my apt, and I'm getting angry phone calls about when the meeting is... what the hell. try and do something nice, and you get yelled at. gah. frikin people...

( Here enlies a rant... )

trip to ny was ok.. good to see people, but boy do I hate that city, and the bus ride was far far longer than it should have been. It made me want to severely injure cute fuzzy things ( Read more... )

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gah... why do i do stuff like this to myself? why do I let certain people have so much power over me? now i cant sleep... and am all upset. crap. cousin is coming very early tomorrow to sew clothes for pennsic. still trying to get in touch w/ my sister to figure out logistics... gah. im tired... and upset... here's where i force myself to settle ( Read more... )

bah... i have thouroughly fucked my sleep schedule. two sleepless nights+sleeping all day today+jetlag+a sleeping james that i very much want to cuddle with (but am unable to, as i am jittery and keep waking him up)=sleepy, but jumpy, and sad sam. bah. just thought id share.

randomly didnt have work yesterday and today. got significantly sicker yesterday, but feeling better now. went to the museum of science with some people from fordham yesterday. that was fun. crashed pretty much right after getting home last night, been working on various projects today. got a potential housing offer for umass.. sounds pretty ( Read more... )

with the ups come the downs i spose... really stupid thing that I brought upon myself just launched me into a sudden bout of melancholy. Just went for a nice long walk with jasper... I don't know whether its a really good thing, or a scary clingly girlfriend thing that I was absolutely hoping every little generic four door sedan that drove by was a ( Read more... )