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[dawneyes]

Sometimes when you tell people the truth, they back off but you don't want them too, you just wanted them to know that certain actions of theirs affect you. But people run into their shell and put on protection layers, then they come out again yet all wrapped up. I know i hold a some grudges without even knowing them. They are nothing but toxins,

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is that a tear?

[sandtostars]

wow irina, you beautifully described your experience here, and totally thought through how you reacted and the effects that would have on someone else. grudges can be devils and eventually only eat away one's self. i find that progress or any type of moving forward can't happen until that grudge is let go of. grudges and pain are so inextricably linked that sometimes i think grudge is devoid of emotion, but working through the nasty words someone said to someone else or the explicit discrimination of animal feeding will leave you even wiser, and not just for yourself. it's a gorgeous type of learning that you're doing. i dig it. and whew, what a deep story.