....since I last posted, and there's been  a lot of changes. Over this year we've gotten a lot more toys, and both become a lot more committed to the lifestyle. I'll drop a link to http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/  - this site is a wonderful resource for bdsm (my names ( Read more... )

We'd had a few arguments and we were both angry at each other. I think I was more in the wrong. Master had punished me lightly with a tap or scratch or something and he'd hurt me. I lost my temper and hurt him back. My view was you shouldn't have hurt me, his was you shouldn't be bad, and also you've asked me to hurt you as a lifestyle, it's ( Read more... )

Last week I experienced the most intense session my Master has bestowed on me. We had been going vanilla for a week (due to arguments - these relationships are not easy to maintain), and I finally asked him to be my Master again (actually it was more along the lines of so... when do you want to start 24/7 again?). We had the house for the night and ( Read more... )

I'm starting this journal as I was advised to by my Master, in order to keep track of my emotions. I have relatively recently embarked on a 24/7 Ds relationship that's actually begun to mean 24/7.