Ok im feeling better today
Well im glad ive had a horrible past couple of days, gave me a chance to think, and you never can get any useful thinking done when your happy all the time, Ive decided to go to college:O. instead of spending the rest of my life working in crappy call centres doing the same thing over and over again, im gonna do something in IT, ive always been pretty good with computers, so if i get a qualification then i should be able to get a pretty good job, that i actually semi enjoy, and get paid shit loads. the fact that my dad is the director of some computer company will help too! the course i wanna do is prettymuch the same in brighton and mk, so i will apply for both. maybe stay in brighton, maybe move back to mk. we shall see:)
Should be good to actually do something with my life, my job is really starting to get me down, and on top of everything else its a bit much, plus now that im quiting my nvq i can get a qualification i actually want! I may as well change all the things in my life that im not happy with and can be changed. At least then i wont have them getting in the way of the things that really matter. I cant change things with my nan :( but nobody can and theres no use dwelling on it too much, shes still alive and im thankful for that, i just hope shes coping ok. I love that woman so much and i dont want her to suffer even for a second.
Well i guess thats about it. Im picking myself up and sorting my life out, most aspects are going well, or at least will be.
By the way, i miss you shelley. You beautiful thing.
Should be good to actually do something with my life, my job is really starting to get me down, and on top of everything else its a bit much, plus now that im quiting my nvq i can get a qualification i actually want! I may as well change all the things in my life that im not happy with and can be changed. At least then i wont have them getting in the way of the things that really matter. I cant change things with my nan :( but nobody can and theres no use dwelling on it too much, shes still alive and im thankful for that, i just hope shes coping ok. I love that woman so much and i dont want her to suffer even for a second.
Well i guess thats about it. Im picking myself up and sorting my life out, most aspects are going well, or at least will be.
By the way, i miss you shelley. You beautiful thing.