breath with me
well it does please me that so many have accepted my new adventure with out judgement and redicule. thank you for that. with that i continue.... sadly enough, in the past week that i have been collared my Master has gotten to know me better then my own husband does after 3 yrs of marriage. how sad is that. ~shakes head~ and then people wonder. argggg. anyway. so things are going great for Uus and i hope things will only gain potential. never would i have thought of this making me happy. He excites me in ways that no one ever has... not even Alonzo! ~gulp~ big name loaded with memories. *sigh* so i am finally after all these years understood which i find very weird. and weird in a good way, weird because while some of my closest friends might get me they will never know all of me. there is just something about opening yourself completely and utterly trusting your significant other, rendering all control to them that is profoundly erotic and enlightning. feels good to breath. so now i find myself at yet another cross road in life. and that is my mother. i wonder how far she will go to keep me out of that world and in the "vanilla world". i can't even imagine since i have never really stepped out of bounds in regards to her. some people just cant see farther then the end of their nose, which is frustrating