subject master
ok so first of all... i owe my friend an apology. i judged him and was completely wrong. i dont usually judge but i could have addressed the situation differently. i know i should have used better judgement. i should know better and i am sorry. he just worries me. *sigh*
anyway with that out of they way....
i have found what i had been looking for all these years!! my place. the place that makes me feel something other then stress! the place where i let my gaurd down. the place i feel home! wow. it feels great.
so i recently stumbled onto BDSM and i have to say. its changed me. me being knew to the whole thing i really dont know what to think. i dont. its an entirely new experience and feeling. had i known that all these years that was all it took.... i would have stumbled into one of their rooms years ago. so the latest news is that i have a "Master". lol who would have thunk it? me and sub wouldn't normally go together is what most of you are thinking but you know i absolutely LOVE IT!!!! its the perfect blend of everything that i like. now given i am a newby and i dont know everything about it, but maybe that'll soon change. yes it is probably wrong for me to be acting like this being that i am married with kids but it makes me happy. and i know that i haven't been happy in a very long time. those of you who actually read these things know that. the way that i figure it, if it makes me happy then why not.
anyway with that out of they way....
i have found what i had been looking for all these years!! my place. the place that makes me feel something other then stress! the place where i let my gaurd down. the place i feel home! wow. it feels great.
so i recently stumbled onto BDSM and i have to say. its changed me. me being knew to the whole thing i really dont know what to think. i dont. its an entirely new experience and feeling. had i known that all these years that was all it took.... i would have stumbled into one of their rooms years ago. so the latest news is that i have a "Master". lol who would have thunk it? me and sub wouldn't normally go together is what most of you are thinking but you know i absolutely LOVE IT!!!! its the perfect blend of everything that i like. now given i am a newby and i dont know everything about it, but maybe that'll soon change. yes it is probably wrong for me to be acting like this being that i am married with kids but it makes me happy. and i know that i haven't been happy in a very long time. those of you who actually read these things know that. the way that i figure it, if it makes me happy then why not.