Dec 31, 2009 18:20
I sure do sleep a whole lot better with my little nina by myside at night. Of course I don't have the hammer cocked on it, just in case I have a fucked up dream and I find myself putting my gun to my head from some mind controling reason.
Still working, still , well i was going to write aloof, but ai'm really not,.....I try to keep a sound mind in this reality just so i dont slip to far off the far end.I would would to just seperate froom it all and wake up in the morning and blast the radio at full blast , but i feel i cant miss the daily events on the radio media reports of this ransacking thats going on in our country.I feel if i were to miss a day of not putting an attentive ear to all the mind blowing news then i could possibly find myself under chinas control or a pandemic crises without having the slightest clue if i were to just play the radio and not stay attuned.
ughhh,...im eating alot , but i still stay fit,.. doing art work sure is a whoe lot different sober then on drugs im tellin ya,...no women in my life at the moment, thank God,,...and at the same time kinda boring but not really,....i have this bith named art that keeps my mind stimulated and confused alot most of the time,...its probablly a relationship thats worse than a real one to be honest,.....
ughh