Some Thoughts

[daveprime]

Years have passed since I knew you
And though the wound has healed
I opened up the stitches
The bandage has been peeled

My clockwork mind jammed its gears
Neglect has made this so
I try to make up reasons
So I can let you go

I never talk about you
You’re always in my thoughts
I’ll never learn my lesson
Although it has been taught

I thought my search was over
That joy had been achieved
The man I was is dead now
A shadow in the leaves

For years I’ve been repairing
Damage you inflicted
You used to lie right at me
I became addicted

In all of my delusions
One thing still remains true
You pretended to love me
But I loved only you