my life as a werewolf??
a couple of nites ago on a friday night it was calm and crazy we went to valentinos, as usual i had a hard time gettin in, so i waited and told my friends to go in without me and ill be fine waiting in the van?? turns out amanda and me forgot i needed keys to get into the van, so while waitin i got hit on by 4 different gay men... i thought it was cool being that i was at a gay bar.. haha and im not an asshole like that, so i nicely said i had a girlfriend or something like that, even though that was probably hard to believe since i was standin outside of a gaybar at like midnight...haha well about another 10 minutes the door man comes up and talks to me i guess he thought he could get me in, so he asked me to give him ten bux, five for him, five for the door man.... so i was like ehhhh.. thats alot just for this shit... but i insisted being that i wanted to get inside and hang out with my friends...but i only had five bux i asked that girl mitzi from mcallen and her friends if they can spare me like 5 bux, her and her friends reply was sure but you have to give me head and than all my friends/??... and i was like what??? umm i had no answer ive never been hit on like that...i never liked being hit on and that made it worse, well i went in finally saw victor and hung out with him all nite we started dancin and actin gay which wasnt good cuz then more offers dance to dance came along... some girls asked to dance also.. i said no and walked away... i just felt like it was wrong... i have feelings for someone else and i really like this person you know who you are... and i dont want to lose my chances if their is any with this girl, which i think theri is..??? i so like her...haha well anyway i proceeded to have fun and hang out with my friends.. i saw alot of peoople make mistakes that nite, but especially this one guy named willow, i didnt remember him at first but i remembered him very quickly, apparently hes friends wiht chris vicious, and the scumfucs, guys who wanted to kill me a couple of years ago....haha i found it funny BUT I SHOULD HAVE PUNCHED HIM rightt when he started runnin his mouth again... i still feel remorseful that i didnt and we ended up gettin kicked out anyways.. so yeah, i proceeded to walk and calm my anger, well after that more happened, victor had a long talk with me which ended up changing me forever (well brought me back from the dead)he told me that the reason he gave me a hard time is cuz hes like my big brother guiding me in life, i need him more than i ever thought he woke me up and told me that i was david an thats the importnt part.. and its true im david good ol david a sensitive guy, self conscious, almost to nice, and loves to write, thats who i am.. i love my bestfriends you know who you are, and to this certain person in my life i know we met in a strange way, but im falling for you and i miss you so much, i just want to get hurt, and i know you wont do that one thing, the only thing i yearn for right now is to see your FACE... miss ya..and to amanda, chuck, victor,tina, and bob thanks for being like a family to me, the only family i need