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[davepedofyle]

i have grown in despair i have been going through somewhat of an addiction... i lost the one thing i love so much in a matter of seconds..... i got kicked out of my house and the only i got going for me is my friends and my band... sux i fucked up so bad i miss her so much i feel so fucking stupid.... never again will drugs take a hold of me... fuck that shit im over it for good i just had to figure out drugs were making me something im not..... (an asshole)right now im staying at amandas shes so nice and hospitable thank you so much amanda..... but i think i need to think things over in my life.... victor says i need an intervention in someway hes so right and im glad hes my bestfriends guiding me through this..........fuck i had to hurt charleen.... why??? i feel like ive lost the whole world.... shes such a nice girl anyone would be happy with her she didnt deserve that..... and i dont deserve her??? but i hope i cant still talk and have a friend........ but highly unlikely.....just for drugs..... just for an extra high to get me feeling better.... fuck that.... i dont need drugs and explotation to everyone thats what they are... not to mention overrated..... i despise drugs... fucked everyone i loved up!!!!
im out and to charleen and any of my friends whom ive hurt or have grown impatient with me through this... thank you... i dont need to mention all of you guys... you know who you are...... thanks

dave