ok, for those who don't kno...
what follows is y I don't do xmas, and if I get depressed as we closer to it, this is y. As a result, i might not be very interested in talking at times. Sorry, that's just how it is.
quite simply, i view christmas as a religious/family event. Now, I'm not a religious guy. I don't follow any kind of faith that can be classed as a religion. Sure I have my own beliefs and I stick by them, but christmas isn't included in them, cos quite simply, I don't see the point of it. There is also the family aspect of it. Most of you who read this will know that I don't get on well with my family all the time, especially my parents, so y I need to act like I enjoy christmas for them is beyond me, but apparently, while I live with them, I do. I don't feel like I belong with them and when I do become self succient, there is a good chance I'll cut them off. I don't know what a real family is like because I have never had one, and I guess thats y I dont do christmas for the second reason.
I don't mind people celebrating it aroind me, as long as they can udnerstand where I stand in the situation and why, and my current family cannot do that. Maybe one day I can finally celberate christmas properly, but until then, I guess I'll keep acting.
There, just so that you guys cant say I never tell you anything bout me.
quite simply, i view christmas as a religious/family event. Now, I'm not a religious guy. I don't follow any kind of faith that can be classed as a religion. Sure I have my own beliefs and I stick by them, but christmas isn't included in them, cos quite simply, I don't see the point of it. There is also the family aspect of it. Most of you who read this will know that I don't get on well with my family all the time, especially my parents, so y I need to act like I enjoy christmas for them is beyond me, but apparently, while I live with them, I do. I don't feel like I belong with them and when I do become self succient, there is a good chance I'll cut them off. I don't know what a real family is like because I have never had one, and I guess thats y I dont do christmas for the second reason.
I don't mind people celebrating it aroind me, as long as they can udnerstand where I stand in the situation and why, and my current family cannot do that. Maybe one day I can finally celberate christmas properly, but until then, I guess I'll keep acting.
There, just so that you guys cant say I never tell you anything bout me.