Dec 12, 2005 22:41
ok, so now im torn. I really need to talk to Lucy, I need to know if she really did pass on my msn to her friend and whether he friend was just pissed up or actually testing me or something. I can't do anything till I know. I'm not really bothered as to why, her reason is her own, and me knowing it won't do me any good, but I need to know if she did. It is eating me up inside...
I am beginning to feel my feelinsg for megan grow more and more, and I'm not sure why I'm so attracted to her. I think it's got something to do with her mindset and her attitude, which I find really awesome. I mean, she is just really good to talk to and cheer u up, ya kno?
And then there is still claire, who I've been hiding feelings for ever since our last argument and even while we started talking again. I've told her now, and she needs to clear her head, understandably, being that she is bi (which I'm not quite sure she fully understands yet) and stuff.
ARG, and I'm alone again, wat a CRAPPY NIGHT