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Well, that makes this a lot easier,
She passed away yesterday but some people had trouble getting in touch with me, oh well...She went out on her own terms and I think I'm numb to this sort of thing happening. Also, it definitely helped that I was around my friends and I didn't feel the need to make a big deal about. I guess I can file this under the "shit happens" category.
I also feel a little bad for flipping out yesterday, sometimes I just feel like I'm not a good boyfriend to Mary and I let it consume me. It bothers me that I come off as someone who has no faith in her, even though it's silly because I have all the faith in the world in her. It's not out of the realm of possibility to say that she's the person I trust the most. I guess there are times where I do like knowing that she loves me just as much as I love her.
So I am going to the doctors on Thursday to figure out why the heck I have all these headaches, hopefully it's nothing bad - it just might be me stressing myself out.
In short, it was great to see Michelle back and Mary back, it is still is weird to see the group kind of coming back together, and what does suck is that there may be no group thing this summer but I don't really care, I'll be having a great summer anyways, and just about 37 days till Independence Day!
She passed away yesterday but some people had trouble getting in touch with me, oh well...She went out on her own terms and I think I'm numb to this sort of thing happening. Also, it definitely helped that I was around my friends and I didn't feel the need to make a big deal about. I guess I can file this under the "shit happens" category.
I also feel a little bad for flipping out yesterday, sometimes I just feel like I'm not a good boyfriend to Mary and I let it consume me. It bothers me that I come off as someone who has no faith in her, even though it's silly because I have all the faith in the world in her. It's not out of the realm of possibility to say that she's the person I trust the most. I guess there are times where I do like knowing that she loves me just as much as I love her.
So I am going to the doctors on Thursday to figure out why the heck I have all these headaches, hopefully it's nothing bad - it just might be me stressing myself out.
In short, it was great to see Michelle back and Mary back, it is still is weird to see the group kind of coming back together, and what does suck is that there may be no group thing this summer but I don't really care, I'll be having a great summer anyways, and just about 37 days till Independence Day!