Suddenly had such a bad headache while I was going home from the tuition centre. Even after I got down the bus and started walking home from the interchange, I felt like I would collapse any time and there were just some weird feelings. I had no idea what was happening seriously. I walked halfway and ended up resting at the bus stop behind the condo. Thank God that I managed to reach home in the end.
Reached home and pahhh on my sofa since 2 plus. Just woke up at 5pm only. Feeling so much better after a nap. If not I would be feeling quite mad at myself. Seriously. Last year I suddenly felt so ill for no reason right before the Bio paper and got screwed by R. This time round is right before the entire exam period. I would be really annoyed at whatever's going on in my body if I were to collapse. Thank God that after the nap, everything felt so much better and I feel like I'm regaining control over whatever that was taking place in my body, as well as my mind.
How I wished I was mugging with Alcina in the balcony of her house man. haha that seemed like such a cool idea. But there was no way I could travel like that la. Lol she was twitting about how she's doing her part to save the earth. haha twitter's not bad (even though Truphone is still a lot cooler) even though I only have like 4 friends there, but I guess that keeps me from staring at the homepage like some idiot like how most people do on FB (which unfortunately, I was one of those in the past). lol.
Oh yea, talking about Truphone. I sent an email at 17:57 my time yesterday and they replied at 20:24 my time yesterday. They are a UK company and so... I'm quite amazed at how prompt a reply I got despite the huge time difference =) Honestly, I wasn't expecting a reply cos a lot of lousy companies don't ever bother replying your emails, useless
Exams tomorrow and thank God for the peace. Thank God for preparing me all these while. I really like this feeling of knowing that you know enough from lessons to tackle the exams, it's just whether you can recall enough and apply the concepts adequately to get an excellent grade. These would of course require rather intense revisions for subjects that I want to see myself doing well in. I hope this carries on and I really look forward to the day when I can possess PK's attitude towards her work. Learning, learning! =D
Hmm... on this last day, as I look back on the holidays, I guess I wouldn't say that I was especially productive. In fact I didn't even spend half as much time on mugging like last year but probably more productive probably because of the plan to make someone my role model and keep to his sleeping and waking cycle. But I guess it's good la, I'm actually getting bored of mugging things like Maths and I hope I'm not getting overly confident. I will still continue mugging for it of course, I can't afford to lose my 6 or 7 for that.
Didn't go out much either.
On the first week, I was ill on Monday and "swam" on Friday, Fencing on Wednesday and Thursday, gymming with ZA and CF BBQ on Friday and tuition centre for an hour on Sunday. Second week was mugging in school alone on one day , then mugging with Krystal on one of the evenings and mugging twice with Yardy at her house. Then there was a day with dental appointment, gymming one morning and fencing on those 2 days, watched a fencing match one afternoon. Left for Malaysia till the end of the 3rd week. As for this whole week, I only went out for Toy Story III and fencing training. So yep, the rest of my holidays were spent at home, either emoing or mugging away.
Haha it's actually not bad la. I managed to catch up on the rest I needed (well, not like I was lacking sleeping as compared to last year actually XD), managed to take some time to face something and myself, and of course to strengthen my foundation in my subjects which was one of the reasons why I chose to come back in March. This time round the holidays feel just nice, at least I don't feel like school is wrecking my good feelings by starting tomorrow with a paper. Or maybe that's because I'm not on FB and hence, I don't read unnecessary stuff. This is good! The only bad thing other than the emo-ness would be the insomnia. Don't ask me how I did that, it was purely unintentional and that totally ruined my plans on growing a few more centimeters this holidays
I hope things will get better as school starts. I hope the busy-ness will bring me away from all these and I hope I will be ranting about the workload instead. Hmm... nono, I would rather not rant about the workload because not ranting would mean I'm handling it will and if my time is occupied with that, all should be well. I need to move on! I cannot stand how I'm allowing things to play with my mind and emotions when I seem to be the only one here
I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!
Back to work!