I need to do myself a favor and get the hell out of this handbasket.

[dauphkantus]

I need to get out of this apathetic plateau of personal emotive maturation.

I need to leave college.

I can't do these constant thinking and evaluating and writing and performing and analyzing classes.

I want to shut off my brain.

My philosophy-like class told me that for a human to stop thinking, we'd have to be dead.

Either way, I've worn out my brain. I've worn out my willpower. I've worn out my emotions. I've worn out my health.

I'm just done with this shit.

...Yet I can't handle the process to go without it.