Aug 06, 2005 18:47
I have nothing to do. I want to go out with my friends, but can I? No. For one thing, I don't have a way of getting anywhere. And then there are the other reasons; some of my friends are at work, some also have no way of getting anywhere, some of my friends (SARA!) moved this week and forgot to tell me if they had a new phone number, not that she couldn't at least *call* me since she supposedly moved on Tuesday, and wouldn't it be nice if I knew that she at least is still alive, since I can't call her. Oh, and then there's my other dear friend, who may or may not be in town, but if she'd call me, I'd know. Since I already called her cell phone and left a message. Jesusgod, I'm so bored.
Jalissa spent the night last night, and it was soooo fun, but then she went home. And she's moving to Tennessee on Friday. Oh, and this is the first time I've seen her in a year, since she went to Japan. I don't want her to move. So I'm sad.
Her boyfriend proposed to her. It's so sweet. But weird, because she's only 17. Anyway. He's going to Iraq for a year, and he wants to marry her when he gets back. I'm torn between thinking about the practical difficulties that are going to be in existence, like how a year is a really long time and people can change a lot in that much time, especially when half of a couple is going to be in a warlike situation, but then I just want to swoon over how romantic the whole thing is.
I want a boyfriend... I even have one in mind, if I ever get a chance to talk to him. la. although it would only be for about 2 weeks, since i'm leaving soon.
I got a violin last week, and it was gorgeous. But it was also $2200, and he doesn't do payment plans. I gave it back yesterday. Then I went to my violin lesson with my violin, and almost started crying because of the pure awfulness of the way I sounded.
Okay, I'm done. No more talking about semi-depressing stuff that will make me even sadder. Going away now.