observations
1. i find it interesting to note how many guys will send messages to me on adam4adam or manhunt between 1 and 3 or 4 am Sunday morning... many more times than i can get in an entire week. sadly, it took years for me to realize this is what happens when they run out of better options and desperation kicks in.
2. i don't get clubs anymore... at least not the idea that somehow it's really good if a place is so crowded with flesh you have to squeeze past someone else's sweaty arms to get to the men's room... or that it's really good if the music is so loud you can't even shout in someone's ear and be heard.
3. i hate Britney Spears and i don't understand why she's insanely popular.
4. San Francisco has the most unpredictable weather of any place i've ever been.
5. just about everything can be made better by a cup of coffee.
6. the things that interest me are so widely divergent from even my best friends, i feel so utterly alone in the world at times i want to scream.*
7. there really is no excuse for Seattle having such piss poor transit.
8. people who meditate, do yoga, and focus a great deal on their health, stress level, and emotions, are somehow much more unhappy and turbulent as they pass through life than my bacon-eating, pipe-smoking, factory-working grandfathers.
9. i really like to cuddle but i just cannot sleep next to someone if my life depended on it.
10. i would quite readily enjoy an evening amongst 50 year olds much more than an evening amongst 20 year olds.
*i've felt this way since my teens and somehow i still feel this way.
2. i don't get clubs anymore... at least not the idea that somehow it's really good if a place is so crowded with flesh you have to squeeze past someone else's sweaty arms to get to the men's room... or that it's really good if the music is so loud you can't even shout in someone's ear and be heard.
3. i hate Britney Spears and i don't understand why she's insanely popular.
4. San Francisco has the most unpredictable weather of any place i've ever been.
5. just about everything can be made better by a cup of coffee.
6. the things that interest me are so widely divergent from even my best friends, i feel so utterly alone in the world at times i want to scream.*
7. there really is no excuse for Seattle having such piss poor transit.
8. people who meditate, do yoga, and focus a great deal on their health, stress level, and emotions, are somehow much more unhappy and turbulent as they pass through life than my bacon-eating, pipe-smoking, factory-working grandfathers.
9. i really like to cuddle but i just cannot sleep next to someone if my life depended on it.
10. i would quite readily enjoy an evening amongst 50 year olds much more than an evening amongst 20 year olds.
*i've felt this way since my teens and somehow i still feel this way.