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dashingmare

A Crowded Mind

Feb 10, 2011 00:02

There’s so much to say. My life is once again being crowded with things I don’t want to think about or are taking too much of my time to think about. Between bad family conversations and phone calls, major decisions about my future and trying to get my current lab stuff working I have little time for myself. I take time off each week to do ballroom ( Read more... )

problems, busy, family, life, birthday, friends

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daydream_queen February 10 2011, 05:37:56 UTC

*hugs*
Really, your dad dropped that on you, then nitpicked about your weight? *throws dragon toy at his head*
...jerk.

...also, I definately got sunburnt too. It was the first thing my mum noticed. And I'm glad you enjoyed the magnet. :)

dashingmare February 10 2011, 05:45:02 UTC

Thanks. Yeah a couple of friends got burnt to the point of bright red and in one case even blisters (and she made sure she was in the shade all day). I love the magnet.

Yeah he does things like that a lot I know he was probably upset but the bad news with the rest of the conversation just pushed me over the edge!!!

I'm ok but just got a lot going through my head atm!

daydream_queen February 10 2011, 05:58:23 UTC

Yeah... doesn't stop it being stressful though. I hope it works out!

dashingmare February 10 2011, 06:00:54 UTC

thanks!

angelsab February 15 2011, 03:23:34 UTC

On account of the driving, I am currently going from automatic to manual and it is hard. Driving takes awhile to get into. You'll get there. You driving auto or manual?

On account of the family stuff - tell me about it. You know that I know everything going on, and at the moment it just seems like you are trying to keep your head above water, right?
Just keep swimming. :)

dashingmare February 15 2011, 03:42:39 UTC

I am currently learning Auto but my friend who is taking me will put me in a paddock with her parents ute when I'm ready to do manual.

I figured you would know about the dads side off stuff. I know its note to bad and has a 98% cure rate it was more the actual phone call and the way things were said to me, that on top of the most likely drinking side of things. I just get so frustrated that they still think they can get away with putting me in the middle.
I dont think either one realises how harmful it can be (or at least thats what I hope because if they knew it would make it even worse).

as Dory once sang
"Hey Mr Grump Gills
You know what you gotta do when life gets you down?
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming swimming swimming
What do we do we swim, swim, swim
OH HO HO How I love to swim
When you WAAAAAANNTTT to swim you want to swim"