quick up date
lol
good times.
things have been up and down....
awesomeness
*i got a car.. its a 97 saturn green SC2. its awesome. i love it. i'm gonna get XM radio and an ipod hook up so i don't have to use that iTrip piece of crap anymore!
family
*scott is really mad at me but hes just being an ass who wants his way (i had to cancel on this church thing)
school and work
*i'm gonna go to statesboro for orentation and find out about financial aid and then i'll know if i'm going there or lame GPC. then back to hilton head and back to gwinnett on wednesday morning! crazy good times.
*my new job is freaking awesome but i'm worried how school is gonna play in.
friends
*i'm going to hilton head this saturday night to hang out with my best friend from ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. its gonna be awesome.
*i've been hanging out with some new people recently. this girl named parker and this chick named sarah who is a total freak and has lots of freaky friends (yes my preppy ass sticks out like a soar thumb)
*ummm kathryn and i hang out alot and i'm going to MODEL NUDE for one of her mom sculptures!!!!
boys boys boys
*there is a certain guy from high school who i've been hangout (getting drunk and flirting) with. we have fun.... meh i dunno. fun, i love the kid to death but it for sure would NEVER be a dating thing haha. hes too much of a bastard but thats why we've been friends for so long :)
*and i was hanging out (just as friends.. but i did consider getting that stupid again) with jeremy alot but JESUS.. i forgot how much he annoys the life out of me. so i guess its gonna be another 2 years before we start hanging out again.
*I have a semi-date tonight. basically i'm just gonna meet this kinda cool guy who asked for my number for a drink. talk about baby steps.
sad stuff :(
*I've been doing alot better with the thing that happened at the beach. i have the horrible dreams its happening again. those suck.
*i'm doing better with the nate thing too.sometimes i have dreams where nate and i are happy and when i wake up its really hard to realize that isn't real. but i've stopped crying randomly and stuff. i've also realized we're not gonna get back together, no matter how much i want to change the past. i can't and if the past is too bad then there is no reason to plan how i could change our realtionship in the future. also i don't see the friends thing really happening. i'm always the one to contact him but i dunno. i just have this feeling that if i stop contacting him i'll never hear from him again and that still is hard.
good times.
things have been up and down....
awesomeness
*i got a car.. its a 97 saturn green SC2. its awesome. i love it. i'm gonna get XM radio and an ipod hook up so i don't have to use that iTrip piece of crap anymore!
family
*scott is really mad at me but hes just being an ass who wants his way (i had to cancel on this church thing)
school and work
*i'm gonna go to statesboro for orentation and find out about financial aid and then i'll know if i'm going there or lame GPC. then back to hilton head and back to gwinnett on wednesday morning! crazy good times.
*my new job is freaking awesome but i'm worried how school is gonna play in.
friends
*i'm going to hilton head this saturday night to hang out with my best friend from ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. its gonna be awesome.
*i've been hanging out with some new people recently. this girl named parker and this chick named sarah who is a total freak and has lots of freaky friends (yes my preppy ass sticks out like a soar thumb)
*ummm kathryn and i hang out alot and i'm going to MODEL NUDE for one of her mom sculptures!!!!
boys boys boys
*there is a certain guy from high school who i've been hangout (getting drunk and flirting) with. we have fun.... meh i dunno. fun, i love the kid to death but it for sure would NEVER be a dating thing haha. hes too much of a bastard but thats why we've been friends for so long :)
*and i was hanging out (just as friends.. but i did consider getting that stupid again) with jeremy alot but JESUS.. i forgot how much he annoys the life out of me. so i guess its gonna be another 2 years before we start hanging out again.
*I have a semi-date tonight. basically i'm just gonna meet this kinda cool guy who asked for my number for a drink. talk about baby steps.
sad stuff :(
*I've been doing alot better with the thing that happened at the beach. i have the horrible dreams its happening again. those suck.
*i'm doing better with the nate thing too.sometimes i have dreams where nate and i are happy and when i wake up its really hard to realize that isn't real. but i've stopped crying randomly and stuff. i've also realized we're not gonna get back together, no matter how much i want to change the past. i can't and if the past is too bad then there is no reason to plan how i could change our realtionship in the future. also i don't see the friends thing really happening. i'm always the one to contact him but i dunno. i just have this feeling that if i stop contacting him i'll never hear from him again and that still is hard.