Roller Coaster of Love
I'm so sick of being on it.
We're great, we're shit. She's wonderful, she's an asshole. We're getting married, I'm packing my shit.
Sunday was awesome: she was affectionate, loving, attentive, she actually really made me feel like she gives a rats ass about me. Even my friends felt inclined to tell me that by the looks of it, things were going really well again. I had to agree, because that's how it felt, and that's how it seemed.
Yesterday, I didn't feel well. I truly think there is something wrong with my right ovary. Every other month, when I get my period, I am in excruciating pain most of the day. Alicia has seen this first hand - there was even one time where she had to help me out of bed, and put me in a hot bath just to try and calm me. She had to practically climb into the tub to console me. It was horrible. Yesterday was another one of those days, except she was at work.
We're great, we're shit. She's wonderful, she's an asshole. We're getting married, I'm packing my shit.
Sunday was awesome: she was affectionate, loving, attentive, she actually really made me feel like she gives a rats ass about me. Even my friends felt inclined to tell me that by the looks of it, things were going really well again. I had to agree, because that's how it felt, and that's how it seemed.
Yesterday, I didn't feel well. I truly think there is something wrong with my right ovary. Every other month, when I get my period, I am in excruciating pain most of the day. Alicia has seen this first hand - there was even one time where she had to help me out of bed, and put me in a hot bath just to try and calm me. She had to practically climb into the tub to console me. It was horrible. Yesterday was another one of those days, except she was at work.