This is the way to be,no worrys,happy, ♥
so today I go to the bus and it never comes,lucky I get to stay home again,tho that social worker is on my ass,fuck..whatever.
I have relized alot about someone ive givin to much of myself to,and im thinking...thinking I shouldnt be treated like im nothing anytime,because I would never do that to him or anyone.I dunno,im going to forget it,cause I care..but im reallly honestly not letting anything he does get to me anymore,or effect me...its only good when we are togetha..so ill wait till then,in the mentime..nothing.
SO anyways like I was saying I got to stay home today,I wolk up really kinda early because I have gotten so much sleep in the past two days its crazy beautiful,my dreams *hehe* have been amazing!Anywho,Andy picked me up today in his HAWT* car and we drove to his work because he wanted me to meet this guy,Alex...fucking nice guy it seems :)!Also not bad to look at at all,hehe.Annnnnywho...then we went to Starbuck's and then Wendys! " LIKE OMG HOW AMAZING,I LIKE ADORE WENDYS,SHES SO CUTE..HEHE,RED HAIR,CLASSIC" WHOA *haha* ..anywho im enjoying that food now,fucking nuggets and ceaser salad bia bia,and med. coke...LIFE IS GREAT!!!....Im thinking this weekend,beach man w. maybe Mark and Andy and Kristen..I dunno,im not in the mood for deep shit,ive had enough...really.So im really ready to let it all go this weekend,and if I get grounded...ill leave anyways,Andy would pick me up and we could go anywhere,etha way I win.So anyways I see that Alex and Andy work at the auto shop place across the street from my school,hmm..im gunna stop by there more,nice guys..really,:)!! Im in a good mood,maybe its because ive let it all go,and im so glad.Tomorrow I get out of school early (exams) hehe,yessss!!!!!Im gunna have like John (not from we bled victory) take me home,he's a sweetiepie, ps:the love of my life, *hehe* ....Tomorrow,I get to see everyone and its gunna be rad man,I miss all of you...and I reallllly do.SIICK eh?
>So really this week off has been great,im relizing sooo much its almost scary,and im acting on it,im happy again..who would have thought?Happy..:)
>Ill be at schoool tomorrow,I miss you guys.:) *silvio thanks for noticing,that really made me smile*
PlovinS:Things are changin,I like it. <3
Later cowboys,♥smile.
I have relized alot about someone ive givin to much of myself to,and im thinking...thinking I shouldnt be treated like im nothing anytime,because I would never do that to him or anyone.I dunno,im going to forget it,cause I care..but im reallly honestly not letting anything he does get to me anymore,or effect me...its only good when we are togetha..so ill wait till then,in the mentime..nothing.
SO anyways like I was saying I got to stay home today,I wolk up really kinda early because I have gotten so much sleep in the past two days its crazy beautiful,my dreams *hehe* have been amazing!Anywho,Andy picked me up today in his HAWT* car and we drove to his work because he wanted me to meet this guy,Alex...fucking nice guy it seems :)!Also not bad to look at at all,hehe.Annnnnywho...then we went to Starbuck's and then Wendys! " LIKE OMG HOW AMAZING,I LIKE ADORE WENDYS,SHES SO CUTE..HEHE,RED HAIR,CLASSIC" WHOA *haha* ..anywho im enjoying that food now,fucking nuggets and ceaser salad bia bia,and med. coke...LIFE IS GREAT!!!....Im thinking this weekend,beach man w. maybe Mark and Andy and Kristen..I dunno,im not in the mood for deep shit,ive had enough...really.So im really ready to let it all go this weekend,and if I get grounded...ill leave anyways,Andy would pick me up and we could go anywhere,etha way I win.So anyways I see that Alex and Andy work at the auto shop place across the street from my school,hmm..im gunna stop by there more,nice guys..really,:)!! Im in a good mood,maybe its because ive let it all go,and im so glad.Tomorrow I get out of school early (exams) hehe,yessss!!!!!Im gunna have like John (not from we bled victory) take me home,he's a sweetiepie, ps:the love of my life, *hehe* ....Tomorrow,I get to see everyone and its gunna be rad man,I miss all of you...and I reallllly do.SIICK eh?
>So really this week off has been great,im relizing sooo much its almost scary,and im acting on it,im happy again..who would have thought?Happy..:)
>Ill be at schoool tomorrow,I miss you guys.:) *silvio thanks for noticing,that really made me smile*
PlovinS:Things are changin,I like it. <3
Later cowboys,♥smile.