May 03, 2015 13:58
I don't think George and I are going to get back together. I was hoping he would come around and realize that he does want to share his space with me and he was just so scared of letting anyone in, but I don't think that's the case that much anymore.
My brother was mad at Sam when she left me when I was really suicidal. I wasn't mad at her, but his anger made me think about it differently. Yeah, if someone left my suicidal best friend and caused her to almost kill herself, I would be unforgiving toward that person, too.
I still want to kill myself. I still want to die. I really don't know why I'm still alive.
I want to be friends with George, but I don't really know how to. I've just been so hurt by him.
angst,
george