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so george and i broke up
and i almost killed myself
i was at the last step and all i needed to do was to leave my apartment to go up to the top of the roof, but albert intercepted me, because stephanie figured out from what i was texting her, and she told albert to check in on me as soon as possible. after that, clare kept talking at me until i was too exhausted to get back up again
i don't even know why I'm alive right now. it's not like i figured out all the reasons i should be alive and that it was a life changing moment or something. i really don't know why i'm alive right now. i described it to stephanie like i'm just trudging along with my head down, and i keep holding hands with someone who's guiding me forward. it's not like they're dragging me and it's not like i'm tearing my hand away and running in the opposite direction. i'm just sort of mindlessly trudging along right now
that was the closest i've ever been. i beat my record, i guess
and i almost killed myself
i was at the last step and all i needed to do was to leave my apartment to go up to the top of the roof, but albert intercepted me, because stephanie figured out from what i was texting her, and she told albert to check in on me as soon as possible. after that, clare kept talking at me until i was too exhausted to get back up again
i don't even know why I'm alive right now. it's not like i figured out all the reasons i should be alive and that it was a life changing moment or something. i really don't know why i'm alive right now. i described it to stephanie like i'm just trudging along with my head down, and i keep holding hands with someone who's guiding me forward. it's not like they're dragging me and it's not like i'm tearing my hand away and running in the opposite direction. i'm just sort of mindlessly trudging along right now
that was the closest i've ever been. i beat my record, i guess