March 25 - Daily Activity Points
Eat
Breakfast: +3
Classwork
Work on paper: +10
Go to class?
Go to work
Will I... ?
Other Activities
Get out of bed: +10
Morning routine: +10
Conclusion
Total DAP:
Current AP:
Next level: +
Current level:
after more than a year of feeling awful about accidentally ditching vanessa, i finally told her i'm sorry again. as soon as i did it, i told george, and then i was actually fully convinced that that was a bad idea. all my friends had been saying that i done fucked up, and i shouldn't talk to her again, but after i was able to forgive diana and belle, and after jennifer and i were able to be friends again after liam died, i thought maybe i could be on good terms with vanessa again. noope, i definitely made the wrong call. and now she's gonna say mean shit to me (that i definitely deserve) that's gonna make me feel worse about myself and make my depression that much worse.
i was wondering why i did it, really. maybe it's because i'm planning on killing myself? maybe it's a sort of last-chance goodbye sort of thing? hmm...
okay, promise to myself that i won't respond to vanessa's reply (if she replies) if she says mean shit to me! promise to myself that i'll leave her the fuck alone!
Breakfast: +3
Classwork
Work on paper: +10
Go to class?
Go to work
Will I... ?
Other Activities
Get out of bed: +10
Morning routine: +10
Conclusion
Total DAP:
Current AP:
Next level: +
Current level:
after more than a year of feeling awful about accidentally ditching vanessa, i finally told her i'm sorry again. as soon as i did it, i told george, and then i was actually fully convinced that that was a bad idea. all my friends had been saying that i done fucked up, and i shouldn't talk to her again, but after i was able to forgive diana and belle, and after jennifer and i were able to be friends again after liam died, i thought maybe i could be on good terms with vanessa again. noope, i definitely made the wrong call. and now she's gonna say mean shit to me (that i definitely deserve) that's gonna make me feel worse about myself and make my depression that much worse.
i was wondering why i did it, really. maybe it's because i'm planning on killing myself? maybe it's a sort of last-chance goodbye sort of thing? hmm...
okay, promise to myself that i won't respond to vanessa's reply (if she replies) if she says mean shit to me! promise to myself that i'll leave her the fuck alone!