Dec 07, 2005 21:59
So I havent updated in awhile and Im sitting here, watching the movie "Knights of the South Bronyx". Pretty good movie. Ted Danson teaches inner city kids about Chess and they become better people for it. Makes me miss playing Chess. I think I will try to start playing again. Anyways, since my last update Joe has gotten me addicted to the TV show Scrubs. I fucking love it. Dr. Cox is the absolute coolest and best followed closely by the janitor. I bought Fantastic Four yesterday. very good movie. I think the casting choices of Jessica Alba as Susan Storm and Julian McMahon as Dr. Doom were bad, other than that it was great. I have a final tommorrow I havent even studied for yet. I will go over the review tonight and before the test tommorow. Blah stupid finals.
Things are calming down with my emotions, though certain things certain people do will never stop getting to me. I have this friend, a chick friend. She never learns from her mistakes and keeps getting herself into emotional distress over stupid guys that are "cute". She likes a new guy now. Cool dude but she will most likely be overly clingy and scare him off like she did the last guy. I hate seeing her do it, because the reality of it is shes a sweetheart. A beautiful, sweet, wonderful, good hearted girl that deserves a great guy but she sells herself way WAY too short. One guy she likes lives far away, total rat bastard the way he thinks and treats her. Telling her shes fat or this and that. She thinks she loves him. I think she considers him as a safety net. She will never be alone if she ends up with him and she will ruin her life marrying him. I want her to be happy, I want her to have the best in life and love. Granted I make alot of the same mistakes, still do. I admit I get overly mad at her at times when she mentions this new guy. Not because im worried whether or not it will end bad for her, but the way she talks about him to us and gets excited around him. She used to get excited talking to me or seeing me. Not fair to her I know, getting mad because im envious. Shes one of two girls I have left in this world I feel so so so close to. Out of the two I talk to her the most and see her the most. As much as her and get into rights ill always love her. Im her brother, im extra hard on her for that very reason. I do miss being as close to her as her and I used to be. I really hurt her a long time ago. Not a day goes by I dont regret it. I may have learned a important life lesson out of it, but it doesent make up for the extra warmth she gave me as a person. Im rambling.
Chrissy made a suprise visit to my house tonight to say hi real quick. Such a cutie sweetheart. I love her to death, even though she makes toothpaste cookies ;-). So I was outside in the cold with a T-Shirt and shorts talking to her in 30 degree temperatures and got kneed in the groin. Thanks Chrissy everytime im outside in the cold with you a body part gets injured. Its worth it to see her and her beautiful smile.
That enough ranting for right now.