Nov 30, 2005 21:10
So I have given up on trying to meet a girl. All they seem to care about is looks, breaking your heart, or leading you on. The Michelle thing? Yeah that wont happen. I remembered while talking to her, or more like having her lecture me about my immaturaties and what I need to do in life, why I dont talk to her. I started also remembering the shit that happened between us so many years ago. I will NOT be the other guy again or have her let me believe she loves me when she has a guy. Its a joke. The nice guy thing? Seems like a foolish notion. A dream almost. Maybe its just me, but like 95% of the girls in the city are bitches or stuck up. I say 95% because I do know a few true angels (Rocelyn, Chrissy, Libbye, Bekki, Shortie, Amanda). I seriously fucking hate being used or led on. I will not stand for it anymore. If my hair wasnt so short Id pull it out in anger. ::Yells:: Im not the same person I used to be, and thats a shame.