We're not gonna take it, no, we ain't gonna take it, WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE!

Sep 13, 2010 09:33

Remember all the pretty things I said about getting myself together?

Well, I'm going to continue trying to pull that off ---- even though all the doctors in the world seem intent on killing me.
      Yeah, guess who just got prescribed another month of penicillin? Do you want a clue? She's right here, writing this.

But you know what? This time, I AIN'T TAKING ANY MORE OF THAT SHIT.
      I'd rather die slowly without penicillin, than take a single little white HATEFUL pill again.

Never again.

I don't care what they say, I'm going to phone the hospital again and demand something else. I don't care if they have to come up with a fucking miracle cure, I'm not going to eat stuff that MAYBE makes it better for a while but then kills me in the end.

Please, please, please just tell me what I did to deserve this.
      Because I'm VERY close to just giving up and letting go.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life in pain.

sick, crying tears of blood, penicillin

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