get myself together
Okay, I've been alone for what, TWO DAYS? And I miss him! Guess he's really something, huh? ^.^
...Oh, I guess I should reveal to you all that I've FINALLY GOT MYSELF TOGETHER enough to take a break from my studies after 20 years in school. Now I intend to do things I've always wanted to do. So far, I've written 68 pages on my book, developed my yoga skills, painted a few pictures, plotted a roleplaying game, written a spex (farce), been spending time with loved ones, watched the first season of True Blood and actually got around to phoning the darn doctor.
Yeah, this is me GETTING IT TOGETHER!
...and now I intend to get meself undone at the pub tonight, because sometimes, you just need a drink or two to sweep yourself off your feet and admit things to yourself. Things such as... yeah, I'm hopelessly lost, and yeah, I'm sometimes a bit pathetic, and yeah, I need to take better care of myself, and yeah, I love my friends, and yeah, there are butterflies in my stomach.
And yeah, I'm NOT EVER GOING TO GIVE UP. I'm going to get well again and I have no intentions to lie down and cry. Pain, schmain. I'm done taking little white pills and I'm done crying myself to sleep and locking myself up just because it hurts.
Because I AM STRONGER THAN THAT.