A LETTER TO OBI-WAN
I DON'T UNDERSTAND... NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE
EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART... I JUST DON'T KNOW....
DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REAL... DON'T KNOW WHAT'S FICTION...
I THOUGHT... I THOUGHT I KNEW... I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS CLEAR...
BUT THIS WAR... IT CHANGED EVERYTHING
HOW CAN I TRUST YOU... YOU LIED ALL THIS TIME
KEPT THE TRUTH FROM ME... THE TRUTH ABOUT MY PAST
I HAD WANTED... YEARNED FOR SOMETHING...
SOMETHING I NOW KNOW I CAN NEVER HAVE...
ALL MY DREAMS... LOST, BROKEN, THROWN AWAY...
I FEEL BETRAYED... BY YOU... BY THE ORDER... BY HIM...
BUT WORST OF ALL, BY MYSELF...
I SHOULD HATE YOU... YOU MADE ME FEEL...
THINGS THAT I SHOULDN'T... I WANT SO MUCH I CAN'T HAVE
I'M EMPTY... A HOLLOW SHELL OF THE MAN I SHOULD BE
A SHADOW OF THE JEDI THEY WANT ME TO BE...
BROKEN...
I LONG FOR... ACHE FOR THE ONE THING THAT I CANNOT HAVE
I THOUGHT... I THOUGHT THAT I COULD TELL YOU
HOW I FEEL... WHAT I DREAM OF...
YOU'D HATE ME IF YOU KNEW, OBI-WAN...
KNEW... THE THINGS... THE WANTS...
I TURNED TO HER... TRYING... DESPRATELY TRYING TO ERASE...
THE THOUGHTS... THE DREAMS...
I'M LOST... SAVE ME
I ALMOST... I WAS SO CLOSE TO...
ENDING IT... THE PAIN... THE WANT... THE DREAMS
CORRUPTED... FALLEN... I HEAR THE WHISPERS
DARK... SITH...
I'M NOT SURE IF THEY AREN'T RIGHT ABOUT ME...
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE SO MUCH THAN I AM...
THE COUNCIL FEARS ME... I KNOW
I KNOW THEY DON'T TRUST ME... THEY THINK...
WHAT AM I TO DO... FIX THINGS... FIX ME, OBI-WAN
HELP ME... I'M DROWNING IN MY FEAR
I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE...
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THIS IS
SAVE ME BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE
FORGIVE ME, RESCUE ME FROM MYSELF, MAKE THINGS RIGHT
YOURS ALWAYS
ANAKIN