A LETTER TO ANAKIN

Mar 23, 2009 23:56



I WATCH YOU... CLOSELY, ALWAYS WATCHING YOU NOWADAYS

YOU'VE GROWN SO MUCH SINCE WE FIRST MET, MY ANAKIN.

MINE... AND HER'S... AND OTHER'S.

HOW I WISH I COULD WRAP YOU UP... KEEP YOU SAFE.

PROTECTED... AWAY FROM EVERYONE BUT MYSELF.

PADME WATCHES YOU ALSO...

I HATE THIS... HATING HER FOR LOVING MY ANAKIN.

I HATE HOW SHE MAKES YOU SMILE... MAKES YOU LAUGH...

I HATE HOW SHE'S THE ONE YOU TURN TO NOW

I DON'T LIKE WHAT I'VE BECOME.

PALPATINE WATCHES YOU, THOSE EYES LIKE A SNAKES

THE MAN HIMSELF IS LIKE A SNAKE, SLITHERING INTO OUR LIVES

CORRUPTING MY ANAKIN... MY CHOSEN ANGEL

TAKING... TURNING YOU AWAY FROM ME

I DON'T KNOW... I WON'T LET HIM DESTROY MY ANI

THE PADAWAN, HANGING ON YOUR EVERY WORD

THE CLONES, FOLLOWING YOUR ORDERS...

I'M LOSING YOU, TO THEM... TO THE WAR

I CAN'T... LOSING YOU WOULD KILL ME

DYING INSIDE... EVERYTIME I SEE YOU HURT

CAN'T TOUCH YOU... CAN'T GET TOO CLOSE... THE COUNCIL WATCHES

THEY KNOW... THEY KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TO ME

THEY'RE TOO LATE... YOU'VE FALLEN TOO FAR

MY DEAREST ANAKIN... I'M SORRY

YOU MUST KNOW THAT EVERYTHING I DO IS FOR YOU

IF YOU KNEW, MY DEAREST ANAKIN...

IF I COULD ONLY TELL YOU THE TRUTH

TELL YOU WHAT GOES THROUGH MY HEAD WHEN YOU'RE NEAR

TELL YOU THE TRUTH... NO MATTER HOW DAMAGING IT IS

TELL YOU... EVEN THOUGH IT WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING

I CAN'T... YOU WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND

THE TRUTH WOULD DETROY EVERYTHING

I SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU SOONER

I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE BETTER MAN, AND NOT HID THIS FROM YOU

I WAS SCARED... SCARED THAT THEY WOULD TAKE YOU FROM ME

SCARED THAT THEY WOULD SEND ME AWAY

AND GIVE YOU TO SOMEONE ELSE

IT ALMOST KILLED ME WHEN QUI-GON DIED...

IF I LOST YOU... I'D BE AN EMPTY SHELL OF A MAN

BROKEN... TOSSED TO THE WIND

I NEVER TOLD YOU I KNEW YOUR MOTHER

SHE HAD BEEN SO SWEET... SO KIND TO ME

OH ANAKIN... I WISH I COULD TELL YOU

WISH THAT I COULD MAKE THINGS RIGHT

MY PRECIOUS BOY... DON'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU ARE TO ME

NO HOW COULD YOU... I HID IT WELL

IT KILLS ME INSIDE... WE'VE GROWN DISTANT LATELY

THIS DAMN WAR... NO THAT'S NOT JUST IT...

THE OLDER YOU GET THE MORE YOU'VE PULLED AWAY

IT'S NORMAL... BUT IT KILLS ME

I'M SORRY, MY ANAKIN... THAT I COULD NEVER TELL YOU

GOODBYE...

YOUR FATHER

OBI-WAN
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