going along to get along
So I think I've maxed out the overconsumption of ice cream as a coping strategy. Just as well. Lately I've pretty well sorted out that when I don't take the lorazepam I have a whole night's worth of vivid, wiggy dreams, even if I feel sufficiently relaxed when I go to sleep. So that's where I am, in a moderately drug-reliant place right now. I'm okay with that. Hopefully when I call the doc about 32 days after she called me in a 30-day supply of the thing with no refills she will not give me a hard time about renewing. I'm also drinking more than usual, but I wouldn't say heavily, so I've decided not to worry about it.
I've accomplished almost all my errands recently, and am about to go accomplish at least one more (I know the prescription I can refill is ready for me [g]), and hopefully others - it shouldn't be so hard to find New Year's cards! It hasn't been so hard in other years! Actually in my online searches this year I found a perfect card that unfortunately doesn't exist boxed and the only store that seems to carry it only has two left, so it is Not To Be. So the search continues.
My place is more or less okay on the tidiness front and starting to bug me on the needs-to-be-cleaned front - I haven't dusted in aaages and it's always such a trial to make myself to it, but I really do need to; also a certain amount of scrubbing and sweeping and vacuuming. Instead, I strung my Christmas lights in one window and am about to bust out the silver polish for the hanukkiah (having just spent several minutes de-waxing it; another search that continues is for a truly dripless candle) to put in the other. Yarn is pretty out of control and needs inventory, sorting, etc. Is that a pipe dream? Can I possibly know what is in the stash and where?
Switch of banking from BoA to SECU almost entirely complete. Contact lenses ordered with big ol' discount and free shipping. More Christmas presents ahoy. One more week of work before an enforced week off. I can do this.
I've accomplished almost all my errands recently, and am about to go accomplish at least one more (I know the prescription I can refill is ready for me [g]), and hopefully others - it shouldn't be so hard to find New Year's cards! It hasn't been so hard in other years! Actually in my online searches this year I found a perfect card that unfortunately doesn't exist boxed and the only store that seems to carry it only has two left, so it is Not To Be. So the search continues.
My place is more or less okay on the tidiness front and starting to bug me on the needs-to-be-cleaned front - I haven't dusted in aaages and it's always such a trial to make myself to it, but I really do need to; also a certain amount of scrubbing and sweeping and vacuuming. Instead, I strung my Christmas lights in one window and am about to bust out the silver polish for the hanukkiah (having just spent several minutes de-waxing it; another search that continues is for a truly dripless candle) to put in the other. Yarn is pretty out of control and needs inventory, sorting, etc. Is that a pipe dream? Can I possibly know what is in the stash and where?
Switch of banking from BoA to SECU almost entirely complete. Contact lenses ordered with big ol' discount and free shipping. More Christmas presents ahoy. One more week of work before an enforced week off. I can do this.