She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home

[darling_sugaree]

Morning is so pretty here. I drive down my street and I have this like incredible mountain view, it's ridiculous. And now in the mornings there's all this mist around the mountains, it's pretty. Unfortunately I have turned to the dark side and began listening to country music. An old man was in the bank yesterday, talking about whoever happened to have a baby in town that day, and he was saying that he remembers carrying his son out of the hospital 25 years ago and he honestly has no idea where the 25 years went, that it didn't even feel like 10 years. That so sad!! I don't ever want to have kids. It just seems sad like - you'll never have enough time with them. I'm still compiling my Asheville mix and it's gonna be badass. Still no Dolly. I won't let anyone talk about it. I'm trying to pretend like I don't have a dog because I can't think about her being away from me. Next weekend, no matter what. It's funny because before I moved everyone was like "you're gonna find someone in Asheville so fast" and I see guys here and my mind is like "NO WALK AWAY!!!! TROUBLE" I can't see anything but drama. And I mean...girls don't have cocks. I'm so deprived that last night instead of having a sex dream I had a dream about masturbating. That's very sad. But luckily I can write music and that's what keeps me sane. Pam is going to play drums in my songs and it's going to be badass. My band name vote is for "the Croutons" with our album being titled "Welcome to the Pod" but I don't know how Pam feels about that. I need make-up removers and dish towels today. I have gained weight. Asheville needs to not have such great food. I haven't even been eating meat! And Im still gaining weight. Vegetarian food is just so good. And the guy at subway always gives me free cookies and I dont want them but I can't say no. And then I have to eat them. Maybe I just shouldn't go there for lunch, besides not being organic, I feel like I smell like Subway for the rest of the day. But it's so easy because it's right next door to work. I love G-love.

plan for the day:
Go for a walk
Go to walmart for dish towels and make-up removers
Shower
Do dishes
Dry hair
Play with Stouty
Get drunk
Wake up and go to West End Bakery <333

Yesterday was extremely eventful, I went right from work to 9 Mile to eat fuckin awesome Jamaican food with Andrea, Sam, Pam, & Samantha and then we came back here and played boggle, played guitar, watched porn, and then watched Ferngully. Also some beer and indoors and G-love thrown in the mix somewhere in the middle.