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i have no money.
well, i don't literally have zero dollars. but after financing christmas, i'm not going to have any money. i want to buy nice things for everyone, but i keep having to make that list shorter and shorter. i can't go into savings anymore because i want money in that account after i've graduated. i'm working, but not as much as i thought i was going to this christmas, and my other job opportunities have fallen through. it seems like every time i turn around, i realize there's something else i need to pay off, and then in the next minute, it's time to fill up the tank.
oh, and my parents are screaming at each other because my grandmothers are either two steps away from the grave or the insane asylum. my 95-year-old grandmother is ready to go, so really everyone wants her to have her peace. but my mom's mom has lost it in the last couple of months. she is showing all the early signs of alzheimer's...so really, not only am i scared about her, but i'm even more scared about it happening to my mom. sure, she's not that old, but having an immediate family member diagnosed obviously increases your chances, and it's not unheard of to start developing it early onset close to her age. i've been trying to not think about it lately. but listening to all this arguing lately has made it difficult to turn a deaf ear.
i wish it would get a little colder.
p.s. argie...how come wachovia approved you for a credit card, but denied me?? :(
well, i don't literally have zero dollars. but after financing christmas, i'm not going to have any money. i want to buy nice things for everyone, but i keep having to make that list shorter and shorter. i can't go into savings anymore because i want money in that account after i've graduated. i'm working, but not as much as i thought i was going to this christmas, and my other job opportunities have fallen through. it seems like every time i turn around, i realize there's something else i need to pay off, and then in the next minute, it's time to fill up the tank.
oh, and my parents are screaming at each other because my grandmothers are either two steps away from the grave or the insane asylum. my 95-year-old grandmother is ready to go, so really everyone wants her to have her peace. but my mom's mom has lost it in the last couple of months. she is showing all the early signs of alzheimer's...so really, not only am i scared about her, but i'm even more scared about it happening to my mom. sure, she's not that old, but having an immediate family member diagnosed obviously increases your chances, and it's not unheard of to start developing it early onset close to her age. i've been trying to not think about it lately. but listening to all this arguing lately has made it difficult to turn a deaf ear.
i wish it would get a little colder.
p.s. argie...how come wachovia approved you for a credit card, but denied me?? :(