I've recently harshly confronted myself about my eating disorder.
I am going to look into finding a therapist that specializes in eating disorders and mental nuances of that nature.
Or at least, I want to do that, but knowing me, I probably won't. But at least I've realized that it has become a problem. It is getting in the way of my life and me functioning like a normal person, among some other things that I am also dealing with and trying to fix.
I suppose the first step is always admitting to yourself that the problem is very real, right?
Sometimes I just want to give myself a lobotomy and start over from scratch!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've never been good at fixing anything other than computers :/
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I don't know.
Whatever.
God I'm such a fucking headcase.
Edit: Hmm. I was just bumbling around online, looking for info on some things and I stumbled across
this therapist who is located just up the street from my old apartment. I emailed her, hopefully she gets back to me soon.