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At this moment in time... I feel incredibly alone and I don't really know why.
Feeling a heavy air around me tonight. I'm very removed from myself right now.
I keep thinking there's someone standing right behind me, but every time I turn around, there's no one there.
I need to get out of here for awhile.
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My mom called me yesterday to tell me that her and her husband were flying out to the Dominican this morning for four days. That was random. We're going there at the end of February for a week. If all goes well, the end of February is looking pretty good. We'll see, I guess. I just know I need to disappear for awhile. I feel my mind getting all shaken up and cloudy like it tends to do.
Sometimes I wish I was one of those people who were happy to just get married, have kids, and settle down. Life would be so much easier as a straight-laced, sane, blind sheep.
Ha.
I'm searching for something very important in my life. Every day it feels like I come closer and closer to finding it, but I know it will continue to be a long and arduous process.
Feeling a heavy air around me tonight. I'm very removed from myself right now.
I keep thinking there's someone standing right behind me, but every time I turn around, there's no one there.
I need to get out of here for awhile.
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My mom called me yesterday to tell me that her and her husband were flying out to the Dominican this morning for four days. That was random. We're going there at the end of February for a week. If all goes well, the end of February is looking pretty good. We'll see, I guess. I just know I need to disappear for awhile. I feel my mind getting all shaken up and cloudy like it tends to do.
Sometimes I wish I was one of those people who were happy to just get married, have kids, and settle down. Life would be so much easier as a straight-laced, sane, blind sheep.
Ha.
Click to viewI'm searching for something very important in my life. Every day it feels like I come closer and closer to finding it, but I know it will continue to be a long and arduous process.