First time for everything.

Jan 21, 2011 20:48

 Oh My. Gah
it's the end of the world.

I'm going to be doing something I thought I'd never EVER do. Even though I sort of attempted to do so hesitantly a few days ago. but anyway, I might just try it now. I'm so ... scared because as much as I don't want to, I'm also curious like heck. I'm a gigantic fan of guy/girl relationships. But the Golden Pair & the Perfect pair are so tempting ! ;____;

WHAT DO I DO !?

This is only the beginning. If I start this, It's never going to enddd......

I don't know what to do !

& there's a part of me who wants to keep Fuji Syuusuke to myself, but still ! If not me, I don't want to see him with anyone else ! (possesive much !? )  :( But, why is Tezuka - buchou okay for me !? 
It's okay for him to be with him . HIM ! AHHHH My life is totally messed. It's so different now. :|

Maybe I'm overreacting. 
Yes I'm overreacting.
no I'm not against guy/guy.
It's just that I don't read them... nor watch them... voluntarily. 
& now It's tempting to go freakin' read a DOUJINSHI on the Perfect Pair and/or the Golden Pair.
It's... weird.

I suppose it's okay to see them interract... Displays of affection though still makes me cringe. I don't mind it, if I don't see it. I'm making a big deal out of this aren't i ?

Oh myself. :|

Oh. My. Gosh. This is ridiculous. 
no more. 
i will not read.
Anymore. 
It might just change my vieww of Fuji senpai. :| And that's not good.

2011, prince of tennis, anime, type: rant, fangirling, ! public, love: fuji syuusuke

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