Life's NOT a Shoujo Manga.
...i only wish it was.
just kidding !
Anyways, on a side note, I've decided that it's quite a pain to put things in friendsonly. I have to sign in & whatnot. *being incredibly lazy* I suppose I'd just put some on friendsonly when I'm not lazy. ._. ohdear. Mostly it's going to be depressing ones. Like the entry before this one.
School's almost here. I don't know how I feel about it. I'm sort of still... on a idontwanttogoback mood. Buuut ! I'm feeling really excited ish. I really want to do my best. And meet new people, and get to know people you know ? Not only that, but I'm psyched to try racquetball at the rec center ! I've been delaying it. But now, i'm totally for it ! (crazy) Oh life. OH I also feel like, I should try to stop avoiding things. ... I think too lowly of myself and it's getting to the point that it's so dang frustrating. I'm beginning to just want to hit myself. No, I'm not going to injure myself though.
I also need to stop being sodang self conscious. Seriously. It's frustrating because I'm afraid of making a fool of myself. well Darlene. WAKE UP. YOU WILL ALWAYS MAKE A FOOL OF YOURSELF. You might as well do it and DO YOUR BEST. Bleh. I tend to just be whatever but really, all I want is to be accepted. :|
Prince of tennis. OHMYGOSH. Tennis no Ojousama. Fuji Syuusuke. FUJI SENPAI. Oh gosh. HOW DO I NOT LIKE HIM. You'd think, that after YEARS of NOT reading/watching I'd get over it. ... Yeah, Not going to happen. I went back. Yes , I went and read/watched a bit again. It's ridiculous. It will be the end of me hating guyguylove. I'm not even kidding. I mean, when it was Card Captor Sakura, I accepted TouyaYukito but it wasn't that I liked it. I paired them off differently in my head ! (TouyaKaho , YukitoAkizuki) It all worked out! I even hated KahoEriol. & now ? I don't mind the Golden Pair nor the Perfect Pair. It's CRAZY. .. I even read .. a doujinshi of the Golden Pair. OHMYGOSHMYEYES . I cringed on the affections... I blocked it with my hand. But, I read through it. It wasn't so bad. It was just them talking and spending time with each other. Ohdear. But I'm still a huge fan of RyomaSakuno. :) How do you not like them together !? I will not accept FujiSakuno nor Ryoma(insertGUYhere). It just makes me cringe. Heh. Besides, possessive Ryoma is just plain awesome. *w* .
Atobe is starting to rub off on me. I don't know if that's good or bad. I really didn't like him in the beginning. Cocky rich dude. But now, he's not so bad. :) And Oshitari is just plain awesome. I prefer them being Ichinens though. HAHA. So cute ! Tezuka-buchou is just... I don't know. He wears too much Purple. It's weird. Heh, although I really like how some ffauthors write Sakuno and Tezuka-- Sakuno calls him Mitsu-Nii ! It's cute. Haha :)
Fuji Syuusuke.
Oh the adorable tensai.
The sadistic tensai.
Why do you affect me so ?
At this moment, that's all ! :) I'll be backk soon forsure ! :)
with love,
me. ♥
just kidding !
Anyways, on a side note, I've decided that it's quite a pain to put things in friendsonly. I have to sign in & whatnot. *being incredibly lazy* I suppose I'd just put some on friendsonly when I'm not lazy. ._. ohdear. Mostly it's going to be depressing ones. Like the entry before this one.
School's almost here. I don't know how I feel about it. I'm sort of still... on a idontwanttogoback mood. Buuut ! I'm feeling really excited ish. I really want to do my best. And meet new people, and get to know people you know ? Not only that, but I'm psyched to try racquetball at the rec center ! I've been delaying it. But now, i'm totally for it ! (crazy) Oh life. OH I also feel like, I should try to stop avoiding things. ... I think too lowly of myself and it's getting to the point that it's so dang frustrating. I'm beginning to just want to hit myself. No, I'm not going to injure myself though.
I also need to stop being sodang self conscious. Seriously. It's frustrating because I'm afraid of making a fool of myself. well Darlene. WAKE UP. YOU WILL ALWAYS MAKE A FOOL OF YOURSELF. You might as well do it and DO YOUR BEST. Bleh. I tend to just be whatever but really, all I want is to be accepted. :|
Prince of tennis. OHMYGOSH. Tennis no Ojousama. Fuji Syuusuke. FUJI SENPAI. Oh gosh. HOW DO I NOT LIKE HIM. You'd think, that after YEARS of NOT reading/watching I'd get over it. ... Yeah, Not going to happen. I went back. Yes , I went and read/watched a bit again. It's ridiculous. It will be the end of me hating guyguylove. I'm not even kidding. I mean, when it was Card Captor Sakura, I accepted TouyaYukito but it wasn't that I liked it. I paired them off differently in my head ! (TouyaKaho , YukitoAkizuki) It all worked out! I even hated KahoEriol. & now ? I don't mind the Golden Pair nor the Perfect Pair. It's CRAZY. .. I even read .. a doujinshi of the Golden Pair. OHMYGOSHMYEYES . I cringed on the affections... I blocked it with my hand. But, I read through it. It wasn't so bad. It was just them talking and spending time with each other. Ohdear. But I'm still a huge fan of RyomaSakuno. :) How do you not like them together !? I will not accept FujiSakuno nor Ryoma(insertGUYhere). It just makes me cringe. Heh. Besides, possessive Ryoma is just plain awesome. *w* .
Atobe is starting to rub off on me. I don't know if that's good or bad. I really didn't like him in the beginning. Cocky rich dude. But now, he's not so bad. :) And Oshitari is just plain awesome. I prefer them being Ichinens though. HAHA. So cute ! Tezuka-buchou is just... I don't know. He wears too much Purple. It's weird. Heh, although I really like how some ffauthors write Sakuno and Tezuka-- Sakuno calls him Mitsu-Nii ! It's cute. Haha :)
Fuji Syuusuke.
Oh the adorable tensai.
The sadistic tensai.
Why do you affect me so ?
At this moment, that's all ! :) I'll be backk soon forsure ! :)
with love,
me. ♥