Fest, Kevin, Caitlin
Festival of the bands is tuesday. i dont know how were are gonna manage. i dont think we sound good on like 2 or 3 of the songs, but then again we ahve like 8 hours of practice straight before we have to play. I am extremely bored. it is 1 in the morning. i wonder what Kevin is doing right now. I wonder if he will call me this weekend. I really hope he does. I use to be obsessed with neopets and i havent been on there in like 2 months. i am gonna delete my accounts..or atleast the guilds and shit. oh well. i wrote the youth minister an email. I wonder what he will write back. I am a little nervous talking with him because i have trust issues, but i am gonna give him a shot. he wants to help me and i actually think he can and i am willing. i am sick of hiding my wrists and stomach from my parents. We shall see how that goes. Right now i am eating a few now and laters. theya re really good. Halloween Trick-or-Treating is tomorrow (or today rather) i hope next week i can go ride horses with kevin. that would be fun. today i am suppose to go over to caitlins and spend the night and tomorrow we are going to chuch to see her steven. I cant wait to meet him. I think i will like him, but you never know....better go. i am trying to get these stupid pictures to download so i can put them in here. you'll know if i get em up or not....~Raine~