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I think i had an awesome day.....Actually, now that i think about it this whole week has kicked serious ass.....Cory and i broke up because he cheated on me, but i really like kevin so it didnt piss me off to bad except for when i saw him and chelsea at the play thing huggin and kissin all over her when the only thing i ever heard from him was how beautiful i was and how much of a slut and a bitch she is...Oh well. When i got home i cut my arm up...its not really deep but i couldent count the scratches...there are way way way to many....i wonder how i am going to hide this. :( He isnt my problem anymore. Caitlin moved into my locker so she could be closer to me and renae, and i moved into Kevins locker (even though we werent then going out) and I signed him Caitlin and me up for the Purdue university thing and hanover university thing (its where their councelors come and tell us about the college) and i think I am going to look further into Hanover. They have an observatory which kickes ass because i really want to be an astronomer. And its more of a smaller college. But we went to purdue first and i sat next to him and cait was on the other side of me....we held hands, which seems stupid the way it sounds, but i was all happy and shit. And then we went back to OUR locker and he said "So are you waiting for me to ask you out?" And looked up at me and smiled and i said "Well, i am more into the older stile,....you know...where the guy asks the girl out" and then he said "Well then, would you like to go out with me" and it was so sweet so we got into the conference room for Hanover and he put him hand on my leg and took my hand and it was sweet....sorry....i really really like him a lot. He is so wierd. We are a lot alike in some ways...like i have nooses in my room and shit and he has one hanging in his locker and chains on his bed....so i supppose that part of it we will agree on at least. lol...anyways. i better go. i will write more later. i am going to Casa Brava with daddy. Its been a while since i have had mexican. ~Raine~