...I really hate it here...
Well, simple update. I really don't like it here in Bishop's. Where as before it was due to just basic lack of things to do, right now it is that and the fact that I just don't care about people here. I have been really hermitting here. I just go to class, come back to my room, do my homework, etc. But I am not hanging out with the people I used to hang out with. Honestly, I just don't feel like it. I just don't feel like I belong and I do not have the energy to fake it anymore. The funny thing is, that I think I would rather be hermitting than hang out with them. So I am enjoying being alone. I am not sad or angry about it...it is just fact. I just want to get back to Montreal and start living my life...the way I want to. I don't want to have to rarely see my friends...and that is the case right now...All the people I can really consider my friends are all in Montreal. Here...there is just snow and ice and not much else in the way of a good friendship. I guess it all comes back to the simple fact that I did not want to come here, that I am not here of my own accord. Everyone else... for one reason or another...did chose this for themselves. I just got unlucky, I guess. I just don't find being here is good for my personal growth...I mean yeah maybe for my first semester or so it was...but it has since then become monotonous. I keep looking forward to the weekends when I go back and visit friends in Montreal...cause there is nothing worth it here... In other news...here are some results from quizes.
You have a sexual IQ of 119
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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Imaginative, erotic, passionate
You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other.
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Your primary vice is sex
You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice.
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Your sexual experience is like a street racer
You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life.
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You have a sexual IQ of 119
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Imaginative, erotic, passionate
You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
...^.^
Your primary vice is sex
You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Your sexual experience is like a street racer
You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com