i should just this.

[darkvolf]

Today is a awful day for no good reason. Feeling awful and can't stop breaking down. I'm an asshole and am jealous/resentful of kat today which is wrong I know. I should be thankful for my family but just feel miserable and resentful of the noise, of my sister doing whatever the fuck she wants and treating her child like dirt, of being treated like a child myself. But one day it will be gone so I should be happy now, but my head won't let me. I wish I had someone to hug or hide away with; been so lonely since kat left, so lonely in general for a long time. The term Facebook friends is a joke, I really wonder why most those folks bother.

I hate my head for twisting reality like this