Sep 10, 2005 21:58
I'am bored bored out of my mind. It's been one of those days, I've inhaled 13 cans O' coke. I've also drank a leeter o' pepsi. I don't like the things in my head so I dance, to NIN, so long have I danced that now they come back. As I sit here coke in hand I still hear music faintly in my mind. I wonder what madness pursues me in such dreams. Then I look in the mirror aND IT ALL MAKES SENSE.
I: Shutup god you stupid arse. I mean really you just got hyped up on coke and danced to Trent Reznor for three hours straight. We do this every tuesday. You fucking asshole.
Me: I was just trying to start a mood you know let people know who I am.
I: We you fucking chipmunk. Mood, what mood were the whole fucking thing was just stupid.
Me: Your a MEAN BASTARD!!!!!!!
I: If I had arms I'd fucking kill you!!!! All you do is bitch you stupid stupid stupid ass!!! It's your fault we have all these fucking people around us. Goddamn them. Back when I was in charge we were beholden to no one and nothing.
Me: It does'nt work you fool. We can't be like that constantly!!!! We will end up back where we started.
I: Roight AND WE STARTED WITH ME just me. Not you but I, just myself.
Moral: Actually I was here first. Further more none of us actually take charge just act as the funnel for logic. Cookie cutters if that sounds better but it really is more of a funnel.
I: OH man......just shutup your the bastard who causes more problem's then us.
Moral: Really?
I: YEAH!!! explain the whole drawing circles backwards thing. That's muscle memory should'nt that fall under logic. What about' our other problem's like the crazieness and your fine.
Moral: There's an explanti.....
I: NO!!! I don't wanna hear it your full of shit. I've been thinking if your a logic based personality then your logic is defined by our creative perception. Me and I dictate the Moral's of our storys. You need us.
Moral: Yes obviously we all need each other.
I: How so smart ass.
Me: Did'nt we already do the whole insult thing.
I: SHUT UP you sniveling little shit!!!! Moral please continue.
Moral: Well, the whole funnel thing you funnel your perceptions into me and then I create the world as seen through logic. You need my logic to percieve.
I: Ha your logic is faulty. If I and Me feed you how do you allow us to percieve? How did it start?
Moral: Well that's the hard part......when the mind was being made we did'nt exsist but you, as in I (he was first), have not percieved enough for me to make a logical solution. We are but memory and the beginning is unfathamable to logic.
Primal: Actually the brain starts with instinct then develops personality. You have no memories because your mind is unable to read those memorys.
I: WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!!!!! you think you......
Primal: Boy you better watch your mouth or I'll ake the roight hand come up so fast it'll damge your long memory and what was seven will be six.
I: What?
Moral: He represents instinct thus must be deep in the brain. He aslo controls the body more directly like how you breath, sleep, and think to begin with. He must also controll the heart and other organs.
Primal: Wrong Einstien. I controll the lungs only. The others are machinery, I could only stop those. Your muscels are under my influence though. Sleep is an aspect of the frontal lobe. Your third mistake was that I reside in the back of the brain near the stem from where all things enter and exit. Basically when logic fails I asend to protect myself.
Me: Is that why you appeard now?
I and Primal: SHUT UP!!!!!
Primal: No it was because I was beating up on logic so bad that he was threatning to break him.
Moral: I am fragile.
I: Ha Ha Ha pansy.
Primal: No he is just weak when encountering an equally logical force from inside the mind. If I, that's me, were lax then an Anti-Social disoder would have arisen. That would be bad.
Moral: Oh so your like a safe gaurd....no two postulates of the mind can over power the other.
Primal: I gaurd the perception. Other, aspects have more power. The center of the mind is dark to me and I have little controll over, Emotion, Dreams, and Motive.
I: AHHHH do we have to talk to them too?
Primal: No, Dreams activtes when we sleep. He/she/it grabs all the excess thought and memory for disposal in dreams.
Moral: Let me guess if he loses controll either insomnia or psychosis are an effect>
Primal: Sort of but phychosis really means that the middle of the mind wakes up. It never does except when Dreams nudges it. Emotion is just exsists it is'nt really tangible.
Moral: So I must make it. The thoughts that Me and I make transmit to me so I can make logical feelings. I guess if I got lax something like bi-polar would arise.
Primal: Basically, *yawns*
Me: Where does Love and Faith come from?
I: OMG YOU...WTF are you thinking? You need to die you just need to die!!!!
Me: Hee hee. Like a charm.
I: What?!
Me: You were aggressive twords me now Primal will stay.
Primal: Yeah, thnks you asshole. Don't do that again or you'll have an anurisam or a seizure. The roight side oh' the mind can never become one thing. Me is supposed to be like he is and I plays his part well now both of you be carefull or you'll kill us all.
Moral: Emotion must be in the back left side of the mind.
Primal: Seems so, as the front, both sides of it, belong to dreams. I know because a few times he woke up the centar of the mind and I had to do some work while it took a joy ride and put a blender in the bathroom.
I: What we can get out of the mind? * grins devilishly*
Me: Salvation and hallejah!!!!!!
Moral: No he is refering to sleep walking. The centar woke up and Phychosis was set upon us. Apparently it took control of the mind and put a blender in the bathroom in the physicall world.
Primal: That's about the same time Me should up.
Me: Kewal.....I'am starting to like this inner mind.
I: I Don't
Primal: Your both wrong. Me, I made you inadvertntly while trying to get the inner to sleep. What he did was made the right side more powerfull then the left. The abstract became more real then the logic that binded it. Thus the inner would have been unleashed fully and more then sleep walking would have insued.
I: So my near constant maintain over the perception is becuse of the inner?
Primal: No that was me making you the foremost. Only because you were the dominant postulate. Me was just another form of abstract but was more of an art aspect and less aggressive.
Me: I love to draw.
I: I notcied you also like music....
Me: Yeah, well you dance too it.
I: true.
THE END