Oct 26, 2004 02:12
i love the weather during the fall, cool but not to cold yet,and it smells so clean outside. fall seems like such a peaceful month. i love the feeel of a cashmere scarf around my neck, and wearing nice cozy sweaters.
My horoscope for this month said that on the 27th it is time to let go of the past. one more day lets see what happens. Im ready! im ready for something new and exciting and beautiful i do not want ugliness anymore. No more drama!! 2 years ago right around this time is when it all started and im so glad it is over.
ive met a few nice guys but no one who ive really felt a real connection with. ive been hanging out with a sexy european guy, hes gorgeous 6'3 dark hair and amazing dark eyes, but its really hard to talk to someone when u cant get past their cute accent and the silly diferences in the way they say things.
im excited for halloween, so many parites that weekend not sure exactly where im goin but i know ill be in manhattan and no matter what i end up doing it will definitly be a fun time, ill be with good people and unlike last year ill be happy and feeling good about myself. october has always been my favorite month, the weather is amazing my birthday and hallowween week is the best, with all old horror movies being played on tv, candy costumes parties just fun. but im glad its almost over im looking forward to november, hopeing something new and interesting will happen.. i just got in the mood for hot apple cider, ill have to remind my mom to get me some tomorrow.. thats all for now *good night