{...it's almost springtime!!...}
Alright wow I haven't wrote in this thing in like forever. But i think its about time for an update. I have about 6 weeks of school left until this semester of hell is over. My psychology and criminal justices classes are the only two easy and enjoyable classes i have. English and Biology are both mother effing ball breakers though and are really driving me through the roof. I have been so stressed out from school lately with all my papers and due dates and shit that I feel as if it has shot my confidence and happiness down a shitload of notches. The worst thing is the fact that even though i try to resist as much as possible i feel like i cant stop thinking about all the shit i have to do for school even when im out with my friends or my girlfriend Christina. I feel really bad for her also because ever since starting this semester I have not been the same boyfriend to Christina that I was for the first six months of our relationship. The past two months has been really stressful for me and sometimes i feel as if i overreact to a lot of things that happen between me and her and I know it drives her crazy.
I am the type of individual who doesn't like being reminded or told about my faults. I try to deny the fact that I act a certain way or do something that is annoying even though I know thats what I do. Once and a while me and Christina pants do get into arguments and we will get pretty heated and tell each other what we get annoyed about or dislike about one another. I hate hearing her tell me things about what I'm doing wrong as a boyfriend but at the same time I want to give her the biggest kiss in the world for actually telling me. I know that even though she gets mad at some of the things that I do or the way that I act sometimes that she's doing it out of love....or so I hope lol. I am the farthest thing from perfect, even though sometimes I come off as thinking that I am perfect and am God's gift to the world. I dont know what college has done to me but I feel like this whole responsibility complex I am having as of late is taking over my life. That's actually a really good term "responsibility complex". I feel as if I have a burden of having to take care of everyone especially my girlfriend. I know that pisses her off because she is very independent and can definately take care of herself...with the exception of cooking egg rolls in her toaster oven. I don't know what it is about Christina, she drives me crazy sometimes; not in a bad way though, she's got me so ridiculously in love that it drives me nuts. I have never been this in love with anyone before in my life and I know that I wont ever feel this way about anyone else again. I feel as if sometimes the love I feel for her controls me and makes me become really jealous or angry at little stupid stuff and that scares me.
But enough mumbling on. The bottom line is that I know I have definately met my better half and that this whole love thing is one crazy roller coaster ride. It's like a roller coaster that may randomly make you sick when you finish the ride, and yet cant wait to go on it again. That's kind of like the relationship between me and my Baby Pants. Sometimes the night doesn't end like we wanted it to (usually my fault) and we are both left with knots in our stomachs. I can't speak for my bubula pie, but I know that the first thing I want to do the next morning is kidnap her and cuddle next to my princess forever. I know our relationship cant always be perfect, but when it is I like it........
actually, I LOVE IT! =)
I love you angel.
-Anthony Alexander Pants
I am the type of individual who doesn't like being reminded or told about my faults. I try to deny the fact that I act a certain way or do something that is annoying even though I know thats what I do. Once and a while me and Christina pants do get into arguments and we will get pretty heated and tell each other what we get annoyed about or dislike about one another. I hate hearing her tell me things about what I'm doing wrong as a boyfriend but at the same time I want to give her the biggest kiss in the world for actually telling me. I know that even though she gets mad at some of the things that I do or the way that I act sometimes that she's doing it out of love....or so I hope lol. I am the farthest thing from perfect, even though sometimes I come off as thinking that I am perfect and am God's gift to the world. I dont know what college has done to me but I feel like this whole responsibility complex I am having as of late is taking over my life. That's actually a really good term "responsibility complex". I feel as if I have a burden of having to take care of everyone especially my girlfriend. I know that pisses her off because she is very independent and can definately take care of herself...with the exception of cooking egg rolls in her toaster oven. I don't know what it is about Christina, she drives me crazy sometimes; not in a bad way though, she's got me so ridiculously in love that it drives me nuts. I have never been this in love with anyone before in my life and I know that I wont ever feel this way about anyone else again. I feel as if sometimes the love I feel for her controls me and makes me become really jealous or angry at little stupid stuff and that scares me.
But enough mumbling on. The bottom line is that I know I have definately met my better half and that this whole love thing is one crazy roller coaster ride. It's like a roller coaster that may randomly make you sick when you finish the ride, and yet cant wait to go on it again. That's kind of like the relationship between me and my Baby Pants. Sometimes the night doesn't end like we wanted it to (usually my fault) and we are both left with knots in our stomachs. I can't speak for my bubula pie, but I know that the first thing I want to do the next morning is kidnap her and cuddle next to my princess forever. I know our relationship cant always be perfect, but when it is I like it........
actually, I LOVE IT! =)
I love you angel.
-Anthony Alexander Pants