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today i decided to make it up to me and stay home! i went to see my parents at 5:51 am and said "I dont want to go to school today..." then i mumbled something else about not feeling like it and surprisingly they just said w/e. hah, to think i had a ton of things to suport myself incase they said no. it feels so strange not to waste 7hrs there..but nya i did get to sleep till 12.
the important thing about today is that...i cleaned my room! (thats good and all but im jk) i dont know whats wrong with me really..maybe i lost myself? i grew into something i loved this year and im only a fraction of that now.
i miss me and thats a start (again..)