"im a loner, im a loser, im a winner in my mind.."
i did some much wanted hanging out with le RT (le gang) today, but it wasnt anything like i'd expect it to be (or atleast not the way it turned out).never the less, im back to geting used to being apart (nya! not very koo)
we left school early and went to le bowling alley to share a tub of "potato sticks". i laughed the whole time so that was nice. then we went to le park basically laughing nonstop, how lovely. but i dragged towards the back and just stayed there and away. im so confused as to what it is im trying to do, so i keep observing things. i think its intresting to watch ppl pair off in big groups, and thats what we did.
it feels like sleeping to me, b/c im well aware of all this but i go off with those ppl anyways. and they arent bad ppl but why am i fooling myself?
but theres only 9 days of school left!!!