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Adam's Song-Blink-182(im listening to it on repeat...)
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
I've always tried as hard as possible not to think about the lyrics to this song but right now they are perfect...I am trying as hard as I can to forget evrything right now so a few people are going to kill me for this but I am drinking...1 can of pepsi+1 shot of vodka+1 shot of raspberry vodka= happy jes... so kill me Ryss because you are the main one who will and I'm sorry for not listening to you but at least I am being totally honest right? I will stop after this but at this point in time it's booze or scars and right now i don't need anyone to find out about my sharp object fettish cuz if i did do it the scars will be very noticable and not ever go away so yea...
Right now I feel hopeless...I'm going to my grandmothers with a hangover tomorrow, and the next 2 nights I will be at my aunts with my father, can anyone believe it? I am going to voluntarily spend time with my father..I'm actually going more or less to see Aunt Honey cuz she is kick ass...maybe she can convince my mom about getting my lip pierced..I dunno..hopefully cuz I really want it done..yea..anyways..sorry for being so depressed on this but i need to go out and buy and actual journal cuz I really do think that'll help me cuz by the time i get online it's too late for the help i need and yea...im gonna go before i start typing funny and no one understands what im typing..
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
I've always tried as hard as possible not to think about the lyrics to this song but right now they are perfect...I am trying as hard as I can to forget evrything right now so a few people are going to kill me for this but I am drinking...1 can of pepsi+1 shot of vodka+1 shot of raspberry vodka= happy jes... so kill me Ryss because you are the main one who will and I'm sorry for not listening to you but at least I am being totally honest right? I will stop after this but at this point in time it's booze or scars and right now i don't need anyone to find out about my sharp object fettish cuz if i did do it the scars will be very noticable and not ever go away so yea...
Right now I feel hopeless...I'm going to my grandmothers with a hangover tomorrow, and the next 2 nights I will be at my aunts with my father, can anyone believe it? I am going to voluntarily spend time with my father..I'm actually going more or less to see Aunt Honey cuz she is kick ass...maybe she can convince my mom about getting my lip pierced..I dunno..hopefully cuz I really want it done..yea..anyways..sorry for being so depressed on this but i need to go out and buy and actual journal cuz I really do think that'll help me cuz by the time i get online it's too late for the help i need and yea...im gonna go before i start typing funny and no one understands what im typing..